♥Friday, November 16, 2007
you know, people have always seen me be with
different typa guys in a year but that doesn't
mean i'm a playa. well p.f.l will always be a history
in my life ; partly, but i have always wanted to stick
to one person. ok, if the typical ika, she will be like
"eww. stick to one person? boring." but this ika now
is sick of changing guys. ika have had enough of it.
been there done that a million times. i was definitely
upset when people immediately judge me by saying
that i can't be in a long term relationship. yes someone
say this to me and it stings. you make it sound like i'm
the bad rotten one whereas i too wanna try my best to
make things work BUT there's always shiet that happens
and most likely, i would have caught them red handed with
my very own big eyes. don't play with me. she is full of
connections and her feet simply can't just stay home.
trust me. once, twice is ok. thrice? na'ah at all.
my type of person is very simple. trip my wire and you're dead.
the past, waiting, can't get over her and all shiet like that will make
me feel fucking awkward and uneasy. that's when u can hear me
reply your conversation in just one word. that's me.
know me by my reaction. my reaction says it all. if one brow is up,
my reaction will be like wtf. that's your problem.
followed by rolling thee eyeballs. haha. this is so me.
yes ika gets jealous easily. that's one thing for sure
but she's one outgoing person you've never met. i don't
really like to controll my bf but i think they are old enough
and do have brains to know that they are attached and
fucking have limits in life. other than that, if the guy ever
have a thought of having a scandal, do tell me, coz i too wanna
have a scandal and so that we're even.
(:right now i have no idea how i'm feeling. it's so complicated.
to say love, it's a heavy duty word. to say like, done more that what
people that like will do. kinda like in between but i just can't
explain these funny feeling inside of me. just so you know,
i gotta take a risk by saying that i love you.
syafii belezenskii@: 9:00 PM
