♥Wednesday, January 30, 2008
boifee called me late.
u noe i was expecting hym to call
earlier after he finish food at lease.
he called at 1.40 am. gossh.
tml cant meet hym. he has something on.
i was soo eager to spent time wif him bt
u noe.. he too has hes own life.. hes
passion is everything to him.. gambus, music!!
its fine wif me. at lease hes not out wif any other girl or sumting.
i do encourage hym too. hes way too good playing gambus.
he oready plan hes own week. haissh.
i dun feel belonging now.fri, hes meeting lenny or sumting.
btw, she view me on frenster.. i dunno why is she so kpo.
sorri to sae. bt u noe. why she so concern to noe if ur attch or nt
if u want to learn theory bt music only rite.
im just afraid to lose him.
u noe how much i love u baby.
i noe i've start werking and i become more independant.
bt i still need ur love, care and concern. i love you cause u
love and care abt me..
im crying! why must i cry? it do hurt when u just hung up the phone
like dat. u saed i dun understnd u.
i dunno wat else dat i need to know abt u.
im still awake at 3am. im crazie. yess i am!
i love you bf(:
syafii belezenskii@: 2:43 PM
